It's been kinda morbid on here of late, for which I apologise unreservedly. Some of you will have remembered me in your duaas, jazakAllah khayr :) Alhamdulillah I'm feeling cool now, super duper mega alhamdulillah. But erm I'm not quite sure what to blog about. I went back to work last Wednesday after 5 weeks and 2 days off. Whoa! As I walked into the office Shirley smiled, John waved and smiled, Jo acknowledged me (she was busy with something) and Rachel ignored me. Well I thought she was ignoring me, but after she finished her email she came straight over and gave me the biggest hug ever! Now that was totally unexpected but welcomed by me left, right and centre. Alhamdulillah! I'm stabilised now on thyroxine but have a follow-up blood test in a few days time inshaAllah. And I can feel the effect on me; I've managed to lose some of the excess weight that I had gained and have much more energy these days! Alhamdulillah! I've cut down on tea and am having cereal for lunch. I had a few pretzels (sea salt and cracked black pepper) today too, but that's because we were mid-Tariff and under pressure. Walks in Wisley are good for you, but the lunch that follows is better. Winter vegetable soup and a fresh bread roll, yumm! I think I'll take Shirley out for lunch tomorrow inshaAllah, I could do with a change from Alpen. Now I am rambling...so the snail is off...towards the rainbow, the colours of light, of life. Wa salaam.